rely on Him

im wondering
what is heartburn is.
its not like gastritis bcz ive been used to it.

now i feeelll it.
i dunno why should i feel this way whereby i realise the real thing is.

n i realize 1 thing.

when we are always being pampered with that way, its hard to accept that that day, no pampering n it stab our heart.

but no worry, maybe allah want to let azira realize, rely on human? no use azira.
human come and go. why?
everyone will die.

robertson suites bukit bintang

Sempena birthday celeb 3 ketul ni, terpaksa culik bini orang dah aihh. tq alkhudri bagi pinjam. konon nk g bukit nanas, sekali keluar haaa kau, jem dia.

Terpaksa lupakan hutan simpan tu, makan ayam pop dekat kg baru, g cari barang buat smoothies n datang ke mariii.

masak sambil tengok cermin. best

oden nana tertukar garam dgn soda bikarbonat. besar jadinyaaa melimpah ruah

sedap and kenyang. xmakan nasi pun lepas tu

lepas makan oden petangnya kitorang gi jalan kat bawah. rumah kitorang semua benda xde. dapur xde, mujur bawa ricecooker sndiri, sabun basuh penyapu kain mop pun takdeee. tv xleh guna, wifi xjadi. ish ish ish.

rasanya owner dia bukan duduk situ. semua cleaner y buat. bestnyaaa ada hartanah di twngah bandar nii. sebab azi tgk dkt sini ramai foreigner.

ni view tingkat 43 north. dapat view klcc juga😍

okeii, tepek gambar sini kenang kenangann.😍

eh ada lagi korang search la view dia. tapi okeila kan, sekarang azi rental rumah ni, 10 tahun lagi azi owner pula, korang rent dari azi. okei?  ameen.

pepagi bangun nk buat smoothies ni. idea azi tapi tanya  cicipa resepi. marah mokici bila i tnya resepi padahal idea i. tapi sedappp. dpt idea dah nk bfast apa. deco berterabur tu my deco. cici kata serabut macam tuan dia. haha

pool terbalik. lepas breakfast cycling anddd swim. swim 2 lap je mampu tu pun berhenti2. lama gilaaa xswim. okeii sekian. carila dalam booking or trivago, plan ramai2 datang, tengok hidup kl ni mcm mana, amek inspirasi yaa. muah muah.

resepi smoothies. bawah ni frozen buah. blend and dptla iaaa.

korean food dekat times square, its Sopoong

sehari sebelum anas datang, dia request nk makan makanan korea. gigih sis google. terjumpala dalam trip advisor.
.
okeila, makanan bertax january ini nampaknya. tapi sedappp. suka. cuma mee merah tu dont like.
.
Ini beberapa menu sempat sis take picture.

kitorang makan jajangmyeon dengan set pastu kimbap total cost 36 something.

sedappp.
nak datang lagi.

dapat kupon lagi, contoh dtg few times nnti dpt free makanan ape dah.
macam tu.😍

its2019

2018: I was so obsessed to shift my quadrant
2018: I treated aunty n uncle with stroke almost a year
2018: I hitted my goals of financial
2018: I successfully at the top of mahameru
2018: I moved into my own house even its rental but i got freedom
2018: I witnessed of my bff/ partner build their own mosque(#syilalkhudri)
2018: I being RA of aquatic as it was my wishlist few years back
2018: I kept in my mind, I have to empty my stomach to invest in my dreams.
2018: I cried, some were tears of joys, many were tears of pain

happy new year.

i celebrated new year with taking bath in midnight with a lot of hacking up on my head and back. i think i need to dig the history of santubung and wan kembang especially.

then, i told myself,

i don't necessarily need what other's have.

insya allah, allah will take care of me~

not all we want allah let we have.

may this year bring me more happiness even it may cause some peoples keep talking about me😄

same goes to u, who ever come into my heart, give me happiness, warming up my feeling, shocking my nerves, let me talk about future dreams. i really appreciated it.

#keranacintataksemestinyamemiliki😘

Random break

If im telling you im sad
You will pity me
If im telling you im tired
You will glare with affection

When im not responding you
at night companion
You will do nothing
No quality sleep for u

Are u blaming me for not responding
Now i pity to myself
Sorry for burdening you
For having perempuan huru hara
Like me

Ya allah,
Engkau urus ya allah
Its out of my energy and power and mind and soul

Purwokerto -pantai menganti - jogja - malaysia

Sesi 4 dan 5.
13 to 17 oct 17