Monday, March 24, 2014

Sanah helwah papa

Dad's bday. 54 years old oredy.
Even dad's bubble and nag worsen than mom, dad still the best dad i ever had. Insulin injection by IM: gift for dad from God. I think. The HINT.
Even i'm struggling hard to cope within this house and surrounding, still unable being compared with TM.

Usual with own habit:dun't disturb my corner,i'll not disturb yours. In here, no such thing. Everybody is busying with their own gadget, forget the real job why we are HERE.


How regret and deep saddest i feel. God,show me the way.


Living room:0031


Tuesday, March 11, 2014

exposed


 nervous!! huahhh..
kadang-kadang, takut.
Thiviya bercerita tentang tiga gereja yang berbeza. Jesus,Madam Mary,Both.
Oh, Nabi Isa,Mariam,keduanya.
Dia teruja pergi gereja last week.
Dia berpuasa selama40 hari untuk pergi ke Filipina.
Aku senyum dan meraikan ceritanya.
Ya Allah,tetapkan akudengan Islam.

Risau nak cerita pada umi, takut nanti umi misunderstand.
Dapat interview Subang Jaya, Dr chinese,terus tak bagi pergi.

Inilah masanya aku memulakan langkah. Shud be.
May Allah ease.
Pray for MH370.
Dua hari lalu,tafsiralquranyang aku baca menerangkan tentang angin yang Allah hentikan,dan kapal statik di situ.
Tak berani nak ulas lebih,nanti kena tegur. Biar masa berbicara.

Tak jadi resign bulan ini. Teruskan kayuhan, azie.^__^




 Kuantan:004
Be careful w my heart.