Friday, February 12, 2016

masjid negeri melaka

I just got iswara 2 weeks ago.
Since i mended all the things in atos, papa changed the car.
I learned to be independent even they are not interested with this car.

Tak apalah, orang lain xde kereta pon.
sabar ye azira, ur turn will come.
Allah is watching u.

I got off day on 3rd jan. So, i went to masjid negeri since i was starting to feel empty with decent iman.
In there, it's really calm. The wind was waving towards my face and telekung. i really like i am in mecca.

Since it was Thursday night, they recited yassin. at the end of short surah, i slept.
 i awake when imam recited the doa.
after isya' prayer, i want to back home.
Unfortunately, i can;t find my crocs. i just walked with the socks only.
later on, i can't find my car.
I walked around.
My heart keep reciting ayat 1000 dinar and al ikhlas.
still, i was unable to seek my car.
I went back within the mosque and started thinking to call papa.

Papa! kereta hilang! macam manaaaa.

i also started to tell the guard. i met pakcik makcik, ajk surau perhaps but i didn't asked them since i quit embarrassed.

lastly, i managed to find my car and crocs also!

Then, i kept thinking. in mecca, still some incident occured like me.
lost shoes, didn't met the gate etc.

and i was thinking of my sins.

is it because of i touched my pondan's friend for the cupping and massage purpose?

Oh ya, it really made me uninterpreted, make friends with them who were blonded hair whereby i don't meet this kind of people in KL. melaka ada orang rambut blond weiii. muka macam matsaleh alsoo adoo. amacam?

allah, forgive me.
But still allah loves me when i did wrong He send me the signal.

Aku sayang allah
Aku rindu Allah
Aku cinta Allah.^^

my second big why.

new logistic

it has been so long for not updating here.


I started moving to malacca since 10th January. Sincerely, i can't withstand with the previous clinic. my salary was cut suka sukii. In singtel, i got annual leave immediately after i join the company.

The truth is, working as a physiotherapist in clinic is really not making u affordable. For being rich for sure impossible.

Move on.
For a reason.

I have to practise english for my ielts.

Singtel vs Sudong.

It's really hard but i am thinking of the challenge which i will face during i'm furthering master level.

Rabbiyassir wala tuassir ya kareem.

Allah's guide, insya Allah.

Sometimes, even they gave me pressure, i can keep smile,
bcz this is the first time i met various kind of peoples.

Muslim without hijab but nice.
Muslim with hijab but backbiting.
Muslim with hijab but smoke.
Muslim with transgender: pondan vs tomboi

How should nonmuslim attracts to our religion? hurm.:-(

Indian with scary attitude.
Chinese with courtesy.


I never tell my family where i work.
Surely, it will spread to others.

When i want to give up, i remember why i start.

For ielts right? so keep going iqlima.:-) kipidap dongibab mek kak.


my big why.^^