Friday, September 16, 2016

Nightmare

In here i meet a lot of cases
I heard a lot of stories
I read a lot of novel wc is turn to real.
I watch a movie and it's happen in front of my eyes

Do i need to believe a guy?
Scary duhh.

Kiri kanan all about underhand, fraudulent, irresponsible.

I believe those who practise alquran won't.
And it's hard to find.

K aini told me to be positive.
Yes i am.

This is the first time i meet a kakak like forcefully me to accept her broda. I knew i said ok initially but.. can u consider? I never met u, and i think no need to face each other since i pull in aready!

Is it malaccan peoples like this?

S.I.O.T

Better late than wrongly choose.
Ia soal hati, undescrible.
I also dun understand myself.

Huh.

U have to wait until the end
To see what life is trying to teach u!
#doctors
#kdrama



Sunday, September 11, 2016

Perantau

Plan xmnjadi.
Xnak balik raya sbb nak cuti wawa kawen.sekali dia kawen kames den blik jumaat. No problem, as long as balik. Kursus akupuntur tu mesti attend. Kata nak rawat orang, kan..

Currently, i'm in mood swing.
A lil sensitive plus sad.
Colleagues like hell. Can i say hell?
No la.
It's a ujian.

It's good actually.
When bad things happen, I seek Allah.
Even sometimes i dunno which road i have to take.😂

Coming to work,
I bring rice plus kicap plus fried egg.
Rizal come and see.
I know he pity to me.
He gave mee and rendang as in pict.

I terharuu damnly.

Yesterday i spent a lot.
Shud be i in gawat mood.
Qurban, acupuncture course, koh samui, online register.
Berdarah mata ini.
Rabak hati ini.

Itulah PENGORBANAN.

Ya allah ya tuhanku
Terimalah pengorbananku.
Ampunkan dosa2ku yang lalu yang kalau lembu makan, ia akan mati terlampau kekenyangan.

#homesick
#misshome

Walau berdepan derita
Kau selalu terus setia
Dan bertahan demi cinta
Yang pernah ku janjikan dulu.

Besar salahku pada dirimu
Tak terbanding dengan kasihmu beri
Tak berdayaku balas cintamu

Umi,
Kaulah cahaya penyuluh jalanku untukku kembali.
Berpegang pada tali cinta yang telah ku lafaz dahulu.

Thank you umi, masih bertahan.
Pengorbananmu itu moga allah beri ganjaran syurga.^^

Akanku rawat deritamu.

#demicinta