Wednesday, September 30, 2015

Physiotherapy iv


Alhamdulillah.

I have experienced interviewed candidates for physio post at my clinic.
Feel like, am i like them before?

I asked core muscle stabilization of back.
I asked how to differentiate between frozen sh and sh impingement?
I asked muscles involving in sh impingement?
She said subscapularis, then what's the role?

Most of them can't answer.
Hurm,,,

I thought i'm not like that.

Seek difficulty for achieving dreams.

Dr said: u have high self esteem, confident even sometimes u 'goreng' more,at least u have the basic.
Don't quick.
We have a plan for old folks, rehab centre etc.
Maybe u'll be part of us.

Allah,guide me, please.^^

Saturday, September 19, 2015

kerja gila.^^

CASTING!
Have u ever heard? ahaa..
Till now i can't believe.

After return from Pulau, i still crazy.
try to achieve what i want.
Bukan untuk glamour, sekadar mencari potensi diri 
seorang azira iqlima yang langgar dinding banyak kali.^^

Saw an advertisement in metro:
model for butik muslimah.
Aha!
wink wink.
No appointment of the patient today, so:
 with this crazy action, i stick to the decision.
Setia Jaya.^^ So far. Still, keep moving. 
LRT Ampang, Masjid Jamek, change to KL Sentral.
Change to Komuter, Setia Jaya.^^

In the midst tu, rasa betul ke aku ni!
dahlaaa hundus, kalu lawa lain kiro.
alah try jelah.
hahaha. sengih2 ala2 kerang busung sepanjang dalam train.

jika bagus pmudahkan ya allah! doa gitu.
Dengan tawakkal parking at staff area.haha.

Set!
Guidance everything will be given.
1 year contract: class + catwalk all the things in the package.
Prefer of modelling instead of action. 
worried if can't handle myself regarding ikhtilat and syariah compliance.^^
May Allah ease.

#Dia siap tanya lagi, ada kacukan ke? hahaa.. 
okei, confident level 200%,
boleh2.

As i said, bukan semua tudung litup itu ahli syurga.^^
janji: allah is watching u.
adapt and rely on Him.

GHB bagai. ponat! ponat lagi pimpinan atasan. 
 PAS for all.^^
I stick to PAS, even gerak kerja tak contribute sangat.
masuk dalam dunia mereka, dakwah bil hal.^^ biar i yang buat.^^

with the agreement. * muka gelupas ala2 kek gula hangus: baru balik dari pulau.^^
klinik lj, ampang.^^

Thursday, September 17, 2015

rimau, sirip, gual

16 septembet 2015
hari malaysia?
hemm. dalam hati.
orang sekarang pikir cuti instead of its history.

12 malam bertolak. naik kete alip, jun(ingatkan pompuan at first), su and me. sampai mersing 5.30 pagi.
solat di masjid dekat2. breakfast.
apa nak segan. alone pun, still able to adapt and make friends. ini bukan dengan geng solehah as previous; keluar dari kepompong itu untuk mencari identiti diri yang hilang.

able to cope. lagipun jaja ada.
naik bot. 2 bot. almost 24 participants.
before departure. eceh
Masa naik sume sengih2, enjoy sightseeing.
laju juga dibawa. terhentak gluteus, boleh back pain nih.

inilah pulau harimau. tang mana bentuk rimau pun confuse. depa kata nmpak je.^^

ramai je datang act.
bermulalah pendakian.
semput bagai, akhirnya sampai.
santek. warna air..^^

semputt
with jaja.^^
duduk, jalan, snap gmbar kat atas ni. nikmat mana lagi nak argue? allah tahu even sekecil zarah.^^

all of us

landmark

bumi spheres.

naik atas tue.^^

itu pura, master kat turkey. next year cari dia kat sana. insya allah

ain & ben. tokei bakeri.

azi gagah! mampu endure it!

peace.

kutip kat fb daus. santek kan.^^
turun, kutip sampah. kata ecotrip, memang jaga betul. banyak nau botol2 bertebaran. tapi, risau juga. kan pegi terapi saraf, dia letak hantu dalam botol, buang kat laut. ada jin yang terkeluar ke? huhu

ntahpape^^

garbage.


kutip dari ainie.^^

sampah berjaya dikutip

hi azi!

free

eh ini gual bukan rimau.
pastu bot bawa ke tempat yang orang buat water confident.
takdak gmbar sebab kalut nak berenang. depa yang ada gopro la untung.^^

tengah berenang itulah air pasang, ombak kuat.
dengan geng lain lagi, semua menghala masuk gua tu, sekali terkial2 kejar jaja yang dah ke depan. bila masuk, ombak kuat gila, rasa surrender. penatt giloo. cari batu. sandar di batu, ombak menghempas batu tu, pergh. coordination, balance, proprioception mantap ah.

bila nak berenang ke atas batu tinggi tu, ombak datang lagi. aku dah terkebelakang. masuk gua baru. Ya allah. rasa nak nanges! cuba juga berenang ke sana melawan arus. akhirnya selamat azira.

masa tu, rasa xnak dah!! bila nak sampai kat bot, ada budak tu tanya boleh dak? aku geleng pale dah. tengok2 sampai je. hehe.

nak cakapnya jangan putus asa.
MOVE ON!

pastu gerak ke mensirip. makan dalam penutup bekas beramai2. jaja, aini dan ben. ala gmbar xleh upload. pastu snorkeling. landak laut banyak. mesti pakai selipar! tengok nemo.^^

landak laut

nemo
kat situ aku tidur je ala2 berjemur. siyess tak laratt. sembang ngan jaja pasal dia join kevin zahri. Pura yang tengah buat master kat turki. ada chance nak gi ni. pura ada.^^

pastu, pi pulau gual. turun kejap je sebab nak ribut.

masa nak ribut tu. pergh sume diam dalam bot kena ujan, gigil.

ribut maw datang.^^

gopro afiq ilang, pergi cari, kipas bot kena batu, sume diam ketakutan.
ini gual

balik tu, air dah cetek. kena tolak bot sebab kipas xbot xleh function.

nasib baik bila semua dah naik dalam bot, lalu buaya! jeti mersing ada boya.^__

jeti mersing. kena panjat tali sebab takleh rapat dengan jeti bot tu. malaikat atid catat.:(

panjat!

ala PATI. naik lori cari air. last2 mandi kat mana tah.

mandi kat area ni. hi mersing!

walau mulanya rasa xnak dah pergi, tapi lepas balik rasa perlunya pergi. di sini azi melatih diri untuk menjaga diri. macam azwan buat. dakwah bukan untuk orang baik2 sahaja. dakwah bil hal.

cari dunia sebenar, masuk danrasa. minta allah tolong.
bersyukur dengan apa yang ada.
^^ jangan rebel pada bukan milik kita.
sudahlah mengharap pada yang belum pasti. hidup mesti diteruskan.
malaysia masih aman azira!

gracias allah.


Perabis duit mencari potensi diri adalah lebih bagus dari perabis duit di shopping complex.

appreciate reviewing time dengan budak ini as her status:
solehah bukanlah mudah namun bukanlah mustahil.^^

pergi jumpa rimau, abis dicakarnya tangan i.
treat patient rini sambil menahan sakit.
cik physio sakit, sape nak tolong?
huhu..

even at first, dalam hati cukuplah untuk kali ini.
bila ombak gelombang air pasang time across gua tu,
dahla berenang ala segan nak idup mati tamau.
jaja dah terkehadapan.
tapi lepastu, terus.. yes! mahu join lagi.^^

terima kasih allah, bagi saya peluang.
seeking for hikmah, after all the troubles.

rimau

proses menayang gigi di puncak pulau.

Sunday, September 13, 2015

6 days work,
Weekend is for umi.
Lately missed some program
Umi or jemaah?

Last night, i saw umi sewing
I saw umi took care every single things
This few days i'm really softhearted.
I cried.
Mesmerized what did umi done for me.
Last night,
I slept without doa, 
Exhausted.
And as usual umi will ask the next morning: ngingau dak smalam? She knew if i'm tired.tet.

This morning, i did house call. Then made up trifle. Then,
3pm: mama's convo.
I never tell umi i came here.
Worried
If umi touched.
Now i'm waiting for train.
Return to rawang.

Mama asked for eat together,
Sorry.
Tonight i still have client.

Money for made everybody easy.

Penat punya 2 keluarga berbeza.
Penat lagi bila everybody is looking for me.

Ilmu dari tuhan
Tangan untuk insan.

Bertabahlah.
Cukup cukuplah rebel.
Smile.^_^


Saturday, September 12, 2015

Scam recruitment

I went to embassy 
Asked bout this
It's really hopeless when she said it was scam
I cried
I rebelled

There's only one thing, i inspired i want and i really aim

That's situation

Still think positive,
Allah will approve my request.

Exhausted of every worthless things occured.

Allah adoo.
Nope.
At some plateu state, 
Hide in the mirrow,
Allah still see u.

Mosque, i need u.

Thursday, September 3, 2015

cikgi

sob sob. :-)
if i being a teacher/ lecturer, i will steadfast to this way instead of what i have went through before.
being a lecturer is not only gave C or failed the students without investigating students problem. I know when asked, some of them will say, they also have family to take care of and lack of time to 'mesra-mesra' with the students.

past is past.
a memoir to remember.

Heh, life is not based on cgpa.