its2019

2018: I was so obsessed to shift my quadrant
2018: I treated aunty n uncle with stroke almost a year
2018: I hitted my goals of financial
2018: I successfully at the top of mahameru
2018: I moved into my own house even its rental but i got freedom
2018: I witnessed of my bff/ partner build their own mosque(#syilalkhudri)
2018: I being RA of aquatic as it was my wishlist few years back
2018: I kept in my mind, I have to empty my stomach to invest in my dreams.
2018: I cried, some were tears of joys, many were tears of pain

happy new year.

i celebrated new year with taking bath in midnight with a lot of hacking up on my head and back. i think i need to dig the history of santubung and wan kembang especially.

then, i told myself,

i don't necessarily need what other's have.

insya allah, allah will take care of me~

not all we want allah let we have.

may this year bring me more happiness even it may cause some peoples keep talking about me😄

same goes to u, who ever come into my heart, give me happiness, warming up my feeling, shocking my nerves, let me talk about future dreams. i really appreciated it.

#keranacintataksemestinyamemiliki😘

Random break

If im telling you im sad
You will pity me
If im telling you im tired
You will glare with affection

When im not responding you
at night companion
You will do nothing
No quality sleep for u

Are u blaming me for not responding
Now i pity to myself
Sorry for burdening you
For having perempuan huru hara
Like me

Ya allah,
Engkau urus ya allah
Its out of my energy and power and mind and soul